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Saturday, January 12, 2008 at 12:13 PM
Edited Saturday, January 12, 2008 at 12:24 PM hey..amm i dont know how to start but..i was just searching for some kind of forum for this,cuz i want to share it with someone..amm i cut myself when i have some sort of family problmes..and ofcourse i am guilty for something..i feel so fuckin alone and i just want to see the blood falling down my hand..so i have this little box and i ceep my little knife there..you know...and i go to the bathroom..but my hand in wather and than i cut cut and cut 3-4 or 5 lines i make but there are on one place not up the hand..i have photos..amm if somebody wants to see..im not shame from this..it makes me relax...and make me feel free...a often do it from love...you know what people say:"Love hurts.." well thats true...but dont worry i don`t really feel pain anymore..just the first time..now i feel so good...and i love to watch my blood dripping down my fingers..and the blood falls like little tears on the bathroom floor..its just beautiful...amm...i hope you are understanding me...holp someone will write to me...amm thanks —xXxBaBy_FaCexXx |
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Friday, January 18, 2008 at 3:28 AM Keep it up. It's good for you 
I did it when I was young and stupid, this was a particularly severe one, I still have the scar.
Band aids are futile!
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Friday, January 18, 2008 at 9:55 AM This is the most depressing bestest thread ever, moar bloody pix plz. —Jaffa Cakes fixt —Dark Laith |
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Friday, January 18, 2008 at 10:37 AM Your blatant disregard for grammar is making ME want to cut myself. —miyagi-sama |
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Friday, January 18, 2008 at 11:53 AM hey..amm i dont know how to start but..i was just searching for some kind of forum for this,cuz i want to share it with someone. —xXxBaBy_FaCexXx I used to cut. The first time I did it I was just really depressed and pissed off, and there was a kitchen knife next to me. I didn't even consciously decide to do it, I just kind of instinctively picked up the knife and cut myself. If you ever change your mind about cutting, consider getting to get to one or more of these: Self Mutilators Anonymous , DBSA, DA, EA, GROW, Recovery, Inc. I did it when I was young and stupid, this was a particularly severe one, I still have the scar. —anfernee for real? —ZT Spice |
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Friday, January 18, 2008 at 12:12 PM i think it's been established that we are generally a group of fucked up people. —mandee |
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Friday, January 18, 2008 at 12:49 PM
Edited Friday, January 18, 2008 at 12:50 PM for real? Doesn't that look real to you?? that's my hand btw —anfernee |
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Friday, January 18, 2008 at 1:27 PM yes it looks real. dime for scale? —bguirk |
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Friday, January 18, 2008 at 2:24 PM speaking of baby face, this is an obvious fake, cause it didn't show up till yesterday which I think means the screenname is from a duplicate IP address, yeah? —anfernee |
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Friday, January 18, 2008 at 4:59 PM
Edited Friday, January 18, 2008 at 5:00 PM You don't cut to kill yourself, you cut to feel better. ... Though if you decide to kill yourself, you are that much more experienced at slicing yourself open, so your chances of "success" may be higher. —ZT Spice |
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Friday, January 18, 2008 at 6:25 PM
Edited Friday, January 18, 2008 at 6:26 PM You don't cut to kill yourself, you cut to feel better. I think there must also be an element of "look at how much pain I'm in" (at least in some cases). When I volunteered in the ER, they'd occasionally have a cutter come in. Almost invariably, the cuts were superficial and these people really had no business being in the ER - they were just wasting resources. Maybe I'm just an ass, and I do understand this is a serious mental health issue but after seeing that same story three or four times, I went from being extremely sympathetic and compassionate to just being angry and annoyed by what really seems more like a whiney cry for attention than for help. baby face - if you ever actually want help to develop slightly healthier ways to deal with your emotions, follow ZT's links. Otherwise, retarded joke or not, you can pretty much kiss our collective ass. —anobody |
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Friday, January 18, 2008 at 9:57 PM I think there must also be an element of "look at how much pain I'm in" (at least in some cases). —anobody Yeah, that's true. As much as I tried to hide it from people, when my girlfriend at the time discovered it, I did have this sense of "co-dependent success" like, "SEE HOW BAD YOU'RE HURTING ME." —ZT Spice |
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Saturday, January 19, 2008 at 4:24 PM
Edited Saturday, January 19, 2008 at 4:54 PM dear XXXxxxXXxxXXXGayEmOScrEeNnAmEwAsNotKeWleVenTeNYeArsAgOwHenRetArdsFirstStardedDoInGThiSXxXXxxXxxXXXx, pics or it didn't happen. we just assume bogus until you can prove your story/situation/existence. also.. MOFTW —plurry |
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Saturday, January 19, 2008 at 7:50 PM MOFTW took me a second--I even googled it, but heh heh. —bguirk |
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Saturday, January 19, 2008 at 7:57 PM mammaries or fare thee well. —bguirk |
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Saturday, January 19, 2008 at 9:53 PM I like that definition ZT. References are a nice way to get it put in. —bguirk |
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Saturday, January 19, 2008 at 9:54 PM It really makes me annoyed that people like this poster know they're fucked up but they feel this need to not only act out on themselves, but demonstrate to random strangers, "Hey look how fucked up I am!" I really don't care! Whoever this person is, I hope they get help if they're being serious about having this problem, but please, quit begging for attention. —John Lennon |
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Monday, January 21, 2008 at 3:14 PM >>Jesus Christ, how many TLC members have cut? I can think of two more off the top of my head. —chix0r |
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Monday, January 21, 2008 at 3:21 PM i go to great lengths to avoid pain. that being said, i can't even begin to empathize with cutters. put down that razor and smoke a bowl.. or something. —plurry |
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Monday, January 21, 2008 at 11:26 PM Wow no Mason Jar yet? Still if you cut, find a better outlet,cutting sucks.
I have my own flesh story to tell, chemical burns, and what not but still
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