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Thursday, May 13, 2004 at 11:52 AM Here are my highlights. Top these and I'll add more of my own. -abusive father
-parents divorced at early age
-father an alcoholic
-mother emotionally unstable (along with her brother)
-guilt of a Catholic rearing
-mother obsessive-compulsive
-father beat on mother
-mother institutionalized while father laughed
-ordered to live with father
-depression in high school
-pretty bad weight problem in high school
-exposed to porn at early age
-accepted relationships from anyone who would like/have me - irrespective of wether or not I was attracted to them
-can't spell "weather"/"Whether"/"wether" Damn.
-fathered a child with someone 18 years my senior while I was 20/21 years old
-broke up with her
-spent too much (time) at strip clubs
-ex is unemployed for past year-plus
-possible bad shit with my daughter and someone else -So while this is a bit cathartic I also am truly interested in seeing who else out there is in the ballpark when it comes to "the shit of life".
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Thursday, May 13, 2004 at 12:50 PM
Edited Thursday, May 13, 2004 at 12:51 PM (Sigh) "When did your dad rape ya?" In all seriousness though... bad times. By the way, how did you get hooked up with a 40 year old when you were a chubby lad of 20? Was the strip club involved? Sounds like an interesting story. Oh, and how old is the daughter now? I just figured she was a baby, but I guess from your post she could be about any age. Good luck with all that. —Agent 007 |
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Thursday, May 13, 2004 at 12:59 PM dude, lou you rock. i dont even come close and i thought my life sucked. good times though —superhew |
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Lou Cypher |
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Thursday, May 13, 2004 at 1:06 PM 007, you made me laugh out loud. That was good. She was a co-worker of mine, in a bad relationship. I rescued her. Etcetera. I'm 28 now. —Lou Cypher |
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Thursday, May 13, 2004 at 9:14 PM i think if adam were here, he would say...
"could you find jesus christ?" —plurryho |
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Friday, May 14, 2004 at 2:49 AM I think they would say. "Therapy therapy therapy!" Seriously get some and some for your daughter too especially with the "bad shit" you speak of. Oh yeeah take long walks and listen to classical music too. —stass |
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Lou Cypher |
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Friday, May 14, 2004 at 7:12 AM Actually, that's why I AM a functional member of society - years of therapy starting when I was about 4, on and off 'til I as about 16. My daughter also was in counseling a mere couple of months after her ordeal and was just "cleared" by her counselor. Admittedly, it'd be good for me to go back and get some more, but I'm certain that a foundation of therapy has been what's allowed me to be as sane as I am. But come on guys, this thread wasn't meant to be all about me. Anybody?? —Lou Cypher |
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Friday, May 14, 2004 at 7:41 PM "A Catholic Rearing"? Mmmmmmmm...Pan Pan could use a little of that right now. Who wants to play the role of "kindly" Father Mulligan? Speaking of which, has everyone heard about the Denver diocese denying communion to pro-choice Catholics? Looks like the Church wants to be another Christian Coalition. Maybe it'll get reclassified as a political lobbying group and lose its tax-exempt status, just like Ralph Reed's little clubhouse did. Mmmmmmm...secularism makes Pan Pan really hard! —Pan Pan |
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Saturday, May 15, 2004 at 12:46 AM Sad stuff Lou. Glad to see that it seems you are doing okay though. Just so you aren't alone in this thread, some of my highlights: -abusive father
-parents divorced at early age
-father beat on mother
-father an alcoholic/prescription drug/crack cocaine abuser
-went back and forth between living with one parent and not seeing the other for years at a time, which stopped when my dad was put in prison and my mother died of cancer 2 years ago
-had first girlfriend - on the internet at age 16 - she was 27 and lied about not having a child
-had to move across the country to live with said girlfriend when my mom died and i had no other place to go
-depression and anxiety problems, no friends, no social life, no money Weird that we both sought out older females, with children, that needed to be rescued. I'd like to know what that can be attributed to. So does anyone else feel like life is one big kick in the nads after another?
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Saturday, May 15, 2004 at 12:46 AM I used to think my life was crap until I met a guy whose troubles made me count my blessings. "Bill" (not his real name) was born and raised in a trailer park. His Dad was a raging alcoholic who beat the crap out of Bill and his Mom before abandoning them completely when Bill was 7. Mom turned him on to pot and coke when he was 12, and they used to get stoned together and watch porn. When Bill was 15, Mom started bringing her white trash girl friends home for Bill to fuck. Then one day Mom wanted to get in on the action (she crawled into bed with him and tried to blow him). Bill fled home in disgust and was living on the streets for a couple of years. Then he enlisted in the army at the height of the Vietnam War and did two tours of combat duty, during which he saw most of his friends killed in action. Miraculously, Bill never got a scratch, but by the time he returned stateside, he had a very nasty drug habit. Without marketable skills, he turned to crime and eventually ended up with some burned-out hippy vets who were running drugs from Mexico into the states. But his buddies crossed the mob on some deal and were later discovered cut into several pieces and stuffed in the trunk of a car in the desert somewhere. Bill got the hell out of there and drifted for a few years, finally landing in skid row in New Orleans, where he met a young woman missionary who cleaned him up, converted him to evangelical Christianity, and eventually married him. He's back in the military now. Great guy, but he's got a severe facial tic and will go a little bonkers whenever they show Platoon on the TV. I'm not making this up. I really know the guy and he's no bullshitter. Kinda makes you appreciate what you got. —fick suck |
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Saturday, May 15, 2004 at 2:29 PM If you guys are interested you could check out this guys site: http://www.nemasys.com/ghostwolf/Bio/index.shtml he has a detailed biography about how he was severly sexually abused, forced to make kiddie porno movies, and ritually abused by a cult. It's a pretty long story but was one of the most insane things I have ever read. Just make sure to mute your synth volume before you go into the site because he has some crappy midis playing on each page —mX |
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